Here’s the Truth

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I have no idea what I am doing right now,
But I am trying my damn hardest to figure it out.

 

Here’s the truth

I am terrified of the future.
There is so much content that is supposedly inspiring,
But it just makes me feel like I am failing.

I know I CAN do it.
BUT that doesn’t lessen how scared I am.
The young adult struggle is real.

 

 

Here’s the truth

I’m moving out of my parent’s house (again)
And in with my boyfriend of over 4 years.

We have never lived closer than 1.5 hours from each another
And I am nervous to take this step.

Yes, I love him very much.
And yes, I am on board to move in with him.
But I am still scared.

 

 

Here’s the truth

I STILL don’t have my career even remotely off the ground.

Rejection upon rejection is depressing and difficult,
I am horrified that I am wasting my time on researching and applying for jobs.
And I am running out of my saved money.

What’s worse? My heart is involved.
I am emotionally invested in each and every job I apply for.
It hurts that much more to be rejected.

 

 

Here’s the truth

No.
I don’t plan on teaching you any life lessons with this.
Just know that if you feel even a little like me,
You are not alone.

I can’t tell you it is all going to work out
Because honestly…
I really don’t know what is going to happen.

 

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